Email CHRIS@MORALOUTRAGE.ORG Text/Voicemail + 33 6 3232 1666 Also See WWW.MORALOUTRAGE.ORG Old rambling website WWW.CHRISHEPBURN.COM I will start how I finish if I die soon somebody feel some guilt and shame all I want is that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen rotting in jail. I will preface my final website expressing my UTTER DISGUST with people, the Memo Opinion above is AMORAL VOMIT from a Judge to a brief I filled Pro Se.I have no idea if Judge Colleen Kollar-Kotely is corrupt or a coward, I am a homeless wretch I am not sitting in the bar of the Willard talking with dross from the Fed Bar. However I know 2 things firstly if this VILE Judge had issued my Mandamus rather than tossing it I would have been working on healing for the last 10 years rather than suffering. I also know wise words from Hartley Shawcross " There comes a time when a man must refuse to answer his leader if he is also to answer his conscience" I also know we do not need to go back to the Curia Regis to know right from wrong, actually I know 4 things the last thing I know is that Kollar-Kotely is morally bankrupt and I cannot help but wonder what Tom Denning would have done in her place, however I do not need to wonder I know what he would have done, he would have done the right thing. Ex Aequo Et Bono The right thing there is an abstract concept in this day and age, an example I have mentioned to a few people some people I would like to invite to dinner if I was not fucked up, a couple of people I do not know in truth I will never invite anybody to dinner I know I am no good to anybody. However if my words got back to anybody I do not know I would not want to invite them to dinner as they are morally repugnant. A quadriplegic from Crackerville, AL could express their disgust at the theft of funds from my late daughters charity and the systemic psychological destruction of a human being by banging their head on the keyboard. There is only one valid emotional response at the theft of funds from my late daughters charity and that is MORAL OUTRAGE anybody that does not display MORAL OUTRAGE I hold in utter contempt. However it does not matter what I think I am just a homeless wretch that had his soul raped by an ABOMINATION by the name of Elizabeth Gracen that is being protected from prosecution by the ex Cracker-in-Chief Bill Clinton. The connection between Clinton and Gracen is well documented, Gracen first shared a bed with Clinton to obtain a Miss Arkansas Crown. It is also worth noting that Mr Celluloid Vomit, Jerry Bruckheimer knew that 75 percent of the revenue from my show was meant for my late daughters charity when he bought it from Gracen. It is also worth noting the reason I sent Gracen to LA to sell my show rather than going myself was because I was trying to be nice, Gracen is from Arkansas, women from Arkansas do not buy apartments in Paris, they buy 6 packs and buckets of chicken for crackers called Billy-Bob, I wanted Gracen to feel it was part of buying an apartment in Paris and that it was our apartment and not my apartment. Gracen took every penny got into Clinton's ear and he had me thrown in jail and nobody said that is sick, that is depraved, how can I help Chris. All these years nobody did the right thing and stood up to be counted. 19 years of my life stolen from me gone forever, most of that time a homeless wretch on the streets. The Right Thing, an abstract concept in this day and age the whole planet has been infected with American ignorance, vulgarity and self obsession. That pariah The Parasitic Entity the USA has sucked all the values out of this world and replaced them with ignorance, vulgarity and self obsession. Bill Clinton is a rapist, his victims could have been your wife, mother, sister, girlfriend and nobody has the backbone to stand up to this toxic cracker, Kay Graham and Ben Bradlee had the backbone to stand up to Nixon, however even the Post today is a waste of ink owned by Robber Barron Scum and staffed by crayon twirling chimps. I do not want to blow anything up I am a man of peace, however if the wacko's had blown the Parasitic Entity off the map on 911 the world would be a better place without that cancer upon the planet. America is a cancer upon Mother Earth a cancer that has stolen 19 years and counting from me. American Ignorance and Vulgarity is everywhere, I am in a cheap hotel as a French man I love like a brother helped me. I was looking to see if there was anything worth downloading and I see drivel like Keeping Up With The Kardashian's , Ye Gods think if you had a young daughter and she said when she grows up she wants to be like the Kardashian's what would you do first cry your heart out or run to the doctor for an emergency vasectomy. I also see drivel by Apple Studios, who the fuck with any integrity would have anything to do with Apple yes a nice OS, Windoze is a monster, however Mint is free.As a company Apple are scum that fuck everybody over their business model is like that of a crack dealer standing on 161st and Broadway. Same as Amazon Studios fucking over people in their warehouses, there was a time when I could have done Hamlet standing on my head whilst knitting a scarf, however there was never a time I would have done anything for Apple or Amazon Studios anybody that would in another time and place would have gone to Leni Riefenstahl's Cattle Call and doffed their caps. This is a preface not a ramble, all I have wanted all those years is Justice and that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen in jail, as for Bill Clinton that is protecting Gracen the man is a rapist, there was a wonderful Swedish film, The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo. She knew what to do with the Bill Clinton's of this world, I have come across 13 women he has raped, there will be more in a just and ethical world Clinton would be tied to a pole in Sally's 2 on W43RD or Madame Arthur's on the Warmoestraat where the transgendered with a cracker fetish can practice on him. I cry most mornings that I have not died in my sleep, I long for death however I am not suicidal, I maintain lower brain function with only 1 driving force seeing that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen suffer and suffer and suffer in a jail cell the way it has made me suffer day in day out for 19 years most of that time homeless and begging on the streets. I talk about this below in the UK there is a town called Barrow-In-Furness it is the ARSEHOLE of the UK the people are toxic, ignorant and barbaric, however they are happy I would hate to be an abused woman in Cumbria as the cops are vile knuckle dragging neanderthals that have the emotional sophistication of an AND gate, no empathy, no compassion. However I wish I could be a knuckle dragging neanderthal rather than being fucked up due to that ABOMINATION Gracen such a safe eco system, grunting to fellow neanderthals about the football scores and the barmaids tits, it must be sheer bliss being that dumb. The people in Barrow-in-Furness are the most vulgar ignorant people in the UK, Bill Bryson an American writer that is a little too Norman Rockwell for my taste sums up the people in Barrow-in-Furness, however in a sentence the football scores and the bar maids anatomy is their limit ,getting drunk and engaging in a fist fight is their version of going to the Met and seeing Turandot, however they are happy wallowing in their ignorance and vulgarity. My last day of happiness was Nov 8th 2002, I was heading to The Empress Hotel in Victoria to see a friend. All I have known since then is pain and suffering at the hands of that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen. All I have wanted all these years is JUSTICE and that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen rotting in a jail cell where it can suffer and suffer and suffer the way it has made me suffer day in day out since Nov 8th 2002. That ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen did not just take my money and leave me to die upon the streets of Paris, it took my health, it took my humanity , it took my dignity it even took my fucking teeth from me, most of them have fallen out years of poor hygiene on the streets of Paris. As I said below I am not suicidal however if I die soon some LOW LIFE CUNT feel some guilt and shame and do something. My death bed wish is that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen rots in jail. 19 years of my life and counting that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen stole from me. I came across this today www.privatecoronavirustests.com utterly disgusting ripping people off, GOUGE, GOUGE, GOUGE. Today I also had this corrupt Councillor called Georgia Gould the leader of Camden council in London she had her IT people try and start an email fight, the woman should be in jail for fraud however Cressida Dick the Commissioner of the Met Police will do nothing as Gould's mother is a " pretend" Baroness a VILE social climber that fucked everybody in Publishing in London apart from Samuel Pepys, Gail Rebuck Gould's mother is a living Becky Sharp ,Gould's father wanted a little "rough" and sired the sack of shit. Georgia Gould should be in jail for fraud she took money so Camden would not house me, normally I would avoid the Georgia Gould's of this world like the plague they are fucking vile utterly lacking in substance and everything that comes out of their mouths is a form of glossolalia favored by the Fake Left, Loony Left and Champagne Socialists the kind of mindless fucks that would be playing semantics with masturbatory drivel like preferred pronouns She,Her, Hers as Hitler marched into Poland. I have some preferred nouns when referring to the Georgia Gould's of this world, Imbecile, Buffoon, Dullard, Asshole. Gould is a toxic woman lacking in substance and learning that should be in jail for Fraud, her corruption could cost a homeless person their life. This is the world I long for death, all that has kept me breathing all these years is a dream of seeing that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen go to jail. As I have said a few times think of me on my death bed and feel some guilt and shame, my dying wish is Gracen rots in jail. I am not suicidal I keep breathing with one dream knowing it is suffering in jail, however I want to go to sleep and never wake up .All I have wanted all these years is JUSTICE and that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen in jail and to go to a country that will treat me like a human being and try and finish a book I started in 1997. It would not be the UK My own country shit all over me and as a nation the UK is morally and spiritually dead, the country has the worst P.M the country has ever known a man lacking in substance and integrity that in effect " murdered " the UK with Brexit, BXL needed fixing not shooting, they needed to git rid of dross like Ursula Von Der Heuchler BXL'S very own Mrs Bucket the CDU'S game plan is one of hypocritical drudgery and dross like Charles Michel a professional dullard that could not get laid on the Rue d'Aerschot. Somebody sent me an email telling me my German gender is wrong, it should be Heuchlerin, excuse me my German is awful I am a homeless wretch not Novalis, however I do integrity and morality well alas in all these years of searching I have not found a soul that does integrity and morality well. I am referring to Ursula Von Der Leylen the President of the European Commission a vulgar morally bankrupt woman her moral disengagement suggests she would have been cheering Hitler on in 1933. I would not want to live in France even if M Jourdain AKA Macron gave me a wing of the Elysee as France shit all over me, all I wanted to do is go somewhere where I will be treated like a human being. I watched a wonderful French movie last night, The Art Dealer. It got me thinking about France after the war and an allegorical parallel. I once loved France, Paris was my spiritual home, however in effect France sentenced me to "Degradation Nationale" a sentence that has not existed in France since the early 50's, I serve my sentence crying my heart out on the streets of Paris as a homeless wretch. Many historical parallels both temporal and spiritual, it was called a Banning Order in South Africa, the Latin term is "Damnatio Memoriae." Halachically speaking the word is "Herem" under Cannon Law the word is "Vitandus" Or to make it simple, France declared me a Non Person, even now in these strange times France's very own Dr Mengele an Oliver Veran will not pay me the R.S.A (Welfare) France owes me, however he gave it to a man that gunned down a school teacher. Oliver Veran is AMORAL, forgetting my issues for a moment and I have no idea of an ethical way to prevent contagion, however in effect Oliver Veran has issued " Internal Passport's " in France and that is not the answer in effect he has created an " Us And Then Dynamic" shades of Vichy and Pierre Laval and wearing a Star Of David. Shades of Jean-Valjean and his yellow passports, also the Ancien Regime when the church had to issue a " Aveu" saying the holder is a good little boy or girl and let him or her travel. Oliver Veran is a disgusting man, where the fuck is Jean-Paul Marat when he is needed I do not want to get into a philosophical debate about Veran all I wanted is what CAF the welfare department owe me, all I ever wanted from France was for France to treat me like a human being.
France owes me a lot in punitive damages and yet I cannot even get the R.S.A she owes me. I loved France once, now I am so utterly disgusted with France. France taught me to hate just as France taught Edmond Dantes to hate. I would not want to live in The Parasitic States of America, until the day I die I will despise that country as holocaust survivors despised Nazi Germany. Once again the pariah failed moral integrity, I have been waiting for an apology from that dullard that infests 1600, Biden since November and a copy of the indictment against Gracen from Justice. Biden lacks substance and integrity forgetting my issues I see Trump is still not in jail, it could be argued that Rockefeller Republican's are palatable in small doses, however wacko's like Trump are FUCKING VILE as are his cabal of the mindless and we also have scum like Hannity, Beck, Carlson et al that profit from priming the mindless and that scumbag Murdoch sums up there is no hope for this world. Anybody that has anything to do with Fox News are utterly contemptible the kind of people that would be twirling crayons at Der Sturmer in another time and place. The saddest thing is over the years I met a few people I like I wanted them to " Get It Right" so I could have done something nice for them if I ever had my day, so few got it right, I have all but accepted I will never have my day Kubler-Ross, Stage 5. However I wanted them to " Get It Right" it turns out it is academic, however you never know when doing the right thing will come back and thank you, a lady in Menton that always came out of her cafe and gave me a sandwich every day, if I had my day here are the keys" Lucy Jordan With A Happy Ending". Jean-Pierre if I had my day a Hotel Particulier in the 7eme for him, a quiet area of Paris very few dumb American's uttering " Look McDonalds Awesome " "Look Starbucks Awesome" I would not be alive now had it not been for Jean-Pierre, a vile woman from Idaho with millions in effect said " Fuck Off And Die Chris" Jean-Pierre said " Live Chris" Well as I said I have all but accepted I will never have my day, but my heart knows one act of kindness deserves one in return. Those I met over the years that I like that failed to display integrity and compassion no anger in my heart towards you only sadness. I wanted you to " Get It Right" maybe I am lying, maybe I am a lunatic however maybe I am a man that had his soul raped by the woman I thought I would grow old with that stole millions from my later daughters charity and myself and left me to die on the streets of Paris. I wanted those I met and liked to " Get It Right" as if I ever had my day I wanted to make you smile, it is too late now. For everybody else that failed me, Ahab said it better, " For Hates Sake I Spit My Last Breath At Thee" I removed a few paragraphs trying to find somebody from 2014, I think something bad happened to him, I am so fucking ill. The world is broken, I see some " journalist" was murdered in the NL , he was not a " real" journalist like calling Ronald Mcdonald a chef, he was a Gutter Press " Journalist" that craved attention, however he did not deserve to be shot of the streets. 30 years ago the NL worked well, now as a nation they care about nothing, a pissant Mayor of Amsterdam told me she can do nothing about the sexual abuse of a young boy aged between 6 and 8 by a hotel owner in Noordwijk, how the world has changed. 30 years ago the NL was a wonderful country, people cared for each other, now they do not even care about the sexual abuse of a child, American ignorance and vulgarity has infected the planet. A decent country 30 years ago, alas today the Dutch lack the introspection to take a good look at themselves, I am not speaking out of place, I lived there once and Ik ook praten een betje Nederlands, if Anne Frank sought help in the NL today most Dutch people would be calling up the Nazi's and saying I will tell you where Anne Frank is if you give me an I Phone, they have become a nation of de facto American's and care about nothing but themselves. My late daughters charity was about doing good in this world , I only know of 2 corrupt charities, however so much money is wasted by idiots " playing" at charity and I came across a scumbag in the UK called Martha Spurrier that " runs" a British NGO called Liberty, Spurrier should be fucking ashamed of herself she should be ashamed to cash her pay cheque for talking shit but doing nothing, before Spurrier a vile woman called Chakrabarti , THEY ARE FUCKING PARASITES. My late daughters charity that Gracen stole from only had 3 rules. 1 , Feed Hungry Children. 2 Do Not Talk Shit. 3 Fuck Jesus (Hungry kids do not need Christian hypocrisy.) I wonder in closing can any of the people that I wronged during my drunken years forgive me, being honest I cannot forgive you, I accept I was the one in the wrong, however I could not help it, my daughter was in effect " murdered" by her own mother, I am not talking about Pro Life Wackos, that love a handful of cells, however if those cells are viable and a child is born it is fuck you according to that sack of shit Widow Twankey AKA the CEO of God Inc AKA the Pope, the church of Rome is an abomination that weaponized fear and sold it to the great unwashed. I am talking about a woman lying in bed and demanding money and when I could not provide the riches of Croesus she would refuse to eat and in effect she starved my daughter to death in her womb. I was drunk between 1998 and 2002, I fucked up, can anybody forgive me, I cannot forgive you as you did not give me one last chance as I was crying myself to sleep under bridges in Paris. Maybe I did not deserve one last chance, however I wanted one and I can never forgive anybody that did not give me one.However can anybody forgive me even though I cannot forgive you. I talk about this below if I die soon feel some guilt and shame and bring down some scumbags, firstly Christian Broughton and Katharine Viner the Editors of 2 toxic British papers that are the " bibles" of the Fake Left, their holier than thou mentality whilst failing moral integrity makes me want to puke. There is a woman in the British Press called Brooks she is Murdoch's Head Chimp in the UK and the scum of the earth, at least she is honest about being the scum of the earth Broughton and Viner are not.My blood and the blood of children in 3rd world hell holes is all over Broughton's and Viner's hands re their news blackout. Also bring down Christiane Amanpour, a disgusting woman, she has seen the blood and should know right from wrong, she has the moral faculty of Isla Koch. Bring the scumbags down, I have a pet hate of the fake left however now it is personal. Also 2 corrupt charities, RSF in France and I have no idea why 36 will do nothing about RSF, also CPJ in NYC, Joel Simon the Head Scumbag there told me nobody will do anything as he is friends with Cyrus Vance, Manhattans Corrupt DA, I do not know if that is true, however I know Vance is corrupt, selective prosecution and is using the DA'S office as a stepping stone dreaming of the Governor's Office in Albany. As I said I cannot forgive you, however if any of my old friends that I lost during my drunken years can forgive me bring down these scumbags if I die soon. Somebody should also bring down Cressida Dick the head of the London Police, I do not know if she is corrupt or a coward, however I do know she is morally bankrupt, I have no idea what Jean-Charles Menzes de Menezes thinks as he is dead as in effect Cressida Dick gunned him down, death tends to make philosophical musings about people a tad difficult .However I wonder what Jean-Charles would be doing today if Cressida Dick had not gunned him down, maybe he would be painting his mothers kitchen, maybe he would be at the zoo with his children, we will never know as in effect Cressida Dick gunned him down. I have ran out of ideas, trying one last thing and will have finished that by Monday but I am 99 percent sure it will not work. All these years all I wanted to do was go somewhere where I will be treated like a human being, I talk below about a scumbag from Idaho, she is SICK IN THE FUCKING HEAD, however what the fuck is wrong with me for being drawn to such a toxic woman. All I wanted to do was go somewhere where I will be treated like a human being and charge across a field on the back of a horse knowing Gracen is in jail, horses are better than most people, they do not build heavy water plants, they do not point guns at each other and they do not play the derivatives markets to fuck over other horses. All I wanted to do was get so fucking far away from American ignorance and vulgarity that has encapsulated the planet, At times I look for things to download , even the posters speak to American ignorance and vulgarity, mindless fucks from Casting Central clutching weapons, look at the drivel that talentless twat Tarantino pukes all over the mindless. What about something " cute" maybe somebody is clutching Mario Cuomo's credit card and bought a vertical of Petrus with it and they are off to The Pierre to meet somebody nice rather than mindless violent drivel that the cesspool by the sea pukes all over the mindless. It does not compute surely enough real violence in this world without it being called entertainment more so in the Parasitic States of America where they hand out side arms with happy meals to a nation of imbeciles that see guns as penile extensions. Said all I need to say If anybody can forgive me bring down the scum I talk about if I die soon, De Sica comes to mind and an allegory, I wanted my fucking bicycle back and everybody turned their back. In closing puke on that OBSCENITY from Idaho, I told her everything about Gracen and my late daughters charity and she would not even give me a sandwich. As for the toxic geriatric on Mulholland you should be fucking ashamed of yourself what would MB have done in your place?, we both know what he would have done THE RIGHT THING HE WOULD HAVE STOOD UP AND BEEN COUNTED. If you are reading this Jack, you are 84, Patrick Henry, death and taxes, I do not wish death upon you I wish integrity upon you. However what will the world remember about you?, you made a few good movies and Angela Lansbury called your sexual administrations highly derivative. The world could have remembered you like they remember Marlon as a man that always did the right thing and I suggest he was the last honest man in the industry If I die soon some fucker feel some guilt and shame and see my whale Elizabeth Gracen rots in fucking jail and never leaves that jail until it dies. I am so fucking ill so disgusted with the lack of humanity within this world, I long for death and a release from all the pain and suffering all that has kept me going all these years is my hatred of Gracen and a dream of seeing it go to jail. I cannot even chew as most of my teeth have fallen out, I cannot even go to a bar and get laid, even if I could something sad and tawdry about trawling the bars to get laid at 56, not a moments happiness since Nov 8th 2002 due to that abomination Elizabeth Gracen as I said if I die soon some toxic low life cunt feel some guilt and shame, my death bed wish is that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen rots in jail. My last sentence in this preamble is for Idaho's very own Norma Desmond, you make my fucking skin crawl,. I truly believe you know I would have never failed you if you were on the streets of Paris, I would have been there for you, SHAME ON YOU all these years later no guilt, no shame just vulgarity and ignorance, I am fucking ill all you had to do was pick up a phone, I told you everything about my late daughters charity and Gracen and you would not even give me a sandwich as I cried myself to sleep under bridges in Paris, YOU ARE SICK IN THE FUCKING HEAD. All I wanted to do was go somewhere where I would have been treated like a human being, YOU ARE SICK IN THE FUCKING HEAD. Somewhere within that toxic heart of yours you know I would never have failed you. Nothing left to say apart from echoing Ahab's words one last time, " For Hates Sake I Spit My Last Breath At Thee" SHAME ON YOU I have no more updates either in this preamble of below, if I die soon some fucker feel some guilt and shame. Tweaked this for the last time at 19.39 Z on Aug 5th 2021 UTTERLY FUCKING DISGUSTED
I am so very ill I long for death and a release from all the pain and suffering however I am not suicidal I maintain lower brain function with only 1 driving force a dream of seeing a 2bit television by the name of Elizabeth Gracen rot in jail where it can reflect on the 19 years of pain and suffering it has caused me As I said I am not suicidal, however Kubler-Ross Stage 5, without a doubt I am the most screwed up guy on the planet, however I could not turn my back on a fellow human being in pain. 83 is a number stuck in my head at the moment, the final straw was 2 vile and vulgar 83 year olds turning their back upon me at that age they cannot cross swords with King John's men at Runnymede however they could do what is right and moral. One being a retired Belgian Politician that is morally repugnant the other being an 83 year old retired actor in the Cesspool By The Sea, he millions however he cannot go to Harry Winston's or O'Gara's and buy another 10 years of life, however he could pick up a phone and say how can I help Chris That ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen raped my soul, stole so much money from my late daughters charity and myself and left me to die upon the streets of Paris,. Gracen is being protected from prosecution by the EX Cracker in Chief, Bill Clinton that is well documented elsewhere Gracen first shared a bed with Clinton to obtain a Miss Arkansas Crown. As I said I am not suicidal however if my life ends shortly everybody that turned their back on me was in effect a member of a firing squad that gunned me down and gunned down children in 3rd world hell holes that my late daughters charity would have aided. Collectively and individually you make my skin crawl, it is not ego, it is now how dare you turn your back on Chris it is how dare you turn your back on a fellow human being in pain.Rather than rant I will point people towards " First They Came" by Martin Niemoller, if you hail from the Parasitic States of America I can only hope somebody will explain Niemoller's words to you.All I have wanted for all these years if for that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen to rot in jail and to go somewhere where I will be treated like a human being. I am so utterly disgusted with mans inhumanity towards man, the whole planet is awash with American vulgarity ignorance and greed. This morning I notice something that speaks to American ignorance. I see on Mozilla's website " A Firefox Account is your key to continued awesomeness" how can anybody that can count past 10 take them serious when they speak " Moron" rather than " Grown Up" I looked on a torrent index site to see if their was anything worth watching I see in their top 10, Friends The Reunion, Tone and Bars would be more interesting than that drivel, truly America is a cancer upon the planet. if any of the 34 nice American's take issue with my assessment ask yourself this why did holocaust survivors hate Nazi Germany?, your Parasitic Nation choreographed my psychological holocaust and nobody said this is wrong this is depraved how can I help Chris. America is a cancer upon the planet that has stolen 19 years from me how can I not despise your Parasitic Nation a person only gets one life and your Parasitic Nation stole 19 years and counting from me. I came across some interesting television, I would not give Margaret Attwood any awards for humanity, she never called me up and said how can I help however she does write well, The Handmaid's Tale is well put together, the script needs fleshing out however that would confuse an American audience, when writing for American television the first thing to remember is keep the narrative simple never forget how stupid and insular the average American is. What would have been funny if it was not such a sad indictment about the world we live in, in The Handmaid's Tale they make out Canada is the Good Guy, excuse me whilst I vomit, they did not only welcome her into Canada they took her to The Royal York a wonderful old Canadian Pacific Railway Hotel In Toronto I guess that toxic morally bankrupt vulgar little boy that is dining out on his Fathers name and infests 24 was not the P.M, Justin Trudeau is the scum of the earth a little boy that is amoral. Justin Trudeau would have handed her back to the wacko's in Gilead just as he is screwing with a Huawei exec on behalf of that wacko Trump just as he could not care less about a corrupt cop with the R.C.M.P called Kurt Banse that stole 16k USD from me in 2002 that is still with the R.C.M.P and logic suggests he stole from people before me and after me. For those that come across this site without seeing my other sites www.moraloutrage.org is the concise version, www.chrishepburn.com is a rambling Joycean stream of consciousness , that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen did not only take my money from me, it took my dignity from me it even took my fucking teeth from me most of them have fallen out due to years of poor hygiene on the streets of Paris. I do not expect anybody to do the right thing I am only putting this up to let the crap out and if I do die I hope somebody will feel some guilt and shame and bring down a handful of scumbags that I will mention shortly, in 19 years all I have found is a depravity that I doubt even Kafka could have penned call it what the fuck you want, Common Sense, Bayesian Math a Hegelian Dialectic nobody has done the right thing in 19 years nobody is going to do the right thing now. all I have found in 19 years are cowards and or the self obsessed many years ago I used to do a lot of freelance work for The Village Voice a weekly paper of note in NYC, how things change 8/10 years ago I had a chimp with crayons at the Village Voice mocking my pain and suffering. I am an old man we never know what tomorrow will bring I am 56 there was a vile morally bankrupt editor at La Monde a morally bankrupt French newspaper favored by the gauche caviar in France that is now owned by a robber baron, he stroked out and died in his office at 58, Happy Happy Joy Joy and all of that. I once met a Swedish singer at a party, we did not know each other we talked for a few hours she seemed so alive and vibrant she died at 61. In France the Gov throw money at C.N.C where a legion of wannabe's talk crap about film, a scumbag there died at 60. Macbeth or Psalms , 3 score and 10, we never know what tomorrow will bring. America is a spiritual syphilis upon Mother Earth, who said how can I help, no fucker. That is not quite true there was Jean-Pierre a man I love like a brother he found me begging on the Rue St Michel, hardly the address I wanted in the 5eme. He helped me he he showed me kindness with his cheque book in effect he said Live Chris, there is a vile woman from Idaho with millions, I told her everything about my late daughter and Gracen and in effect she said fuck off and die Chris, she would not even give me a sandwich as I cried myself to sleep under bridges in Paris. She is the personification of American vulgarity, ignorance and greed. 19 years later she has not even said sorry, I would not accept her sorry I would tell her to stick it up her toxic cunt, however she never ever tried. She owes me nothing I could be wrong however I truly believe she knows I would not have failed her if she was on the streets of Paris.An utterly vile woman Idaho's very own Norma Desmond with Tamora's heart she is morally repugnant .I could use pretty 3 dollar words however I prefer earthier terms she is sick in the fucking head. I will never know what was wrong with me for being drawn to such a toxic person, White Trash in Chanel is still White Trash. I must be a lunatic as I believe the world would be a better place if people treated each other the right way if people helped one another. I remember a greeter from K Mart in Oneonta he would say " Welcome To K-Mart" he could not help me with my issues however he could help a little old lady carry her groceries to her car. if people only did what they could do to help one another. I was on the streets of Menton a lady would come out of her cafe everyday hand me a sandwich and say can I do anything else to help, she even gave me a smile I never said this however I had a little chuckle to myself gallows humor , I wanted to say " Any chance you can take me to the Negresco and show me your Orgasmatron?" A few nice people gave me a lift places, one nice man a few years ago invited me to sit at his kitchen table and share a few drinks and laughter. I doubt I will ever have my day I expect I will end up in Potters Field, however if I ever had my day well as Johnny Ramone said " Hey Ho Lets Go" I would want to invite them to my favourite hotel in Venice, Italy not 90291 so we could share a few drinks and bon mots one act of kindness deserves one in return. conversely if that woman from Idaho was bleeding to death before me all I would say is " DIE YOU SICK BITCH WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED HELP" As a nation the UK is morally and spiritually dead, the cops no longer care they go through the motions and London has a Mickey Mouse Mayor he did not win the election the other guy lost and he has a idiopathic medical condition namely he is a Fucking Imbecile that is morally bankrupt.When I was a kid putting a drawing pin (Thumb Tack) on the teachers chair, one older boy took the steering wheel off a teachers car and hung it from the clock tower back then the operative word was naughty not criminal. The man I talked about above that shared his kitchen table with me told me about his son who is a teacher being stabbed by a pupil and that the cops could not care less. My own country the UK is also broken, we have become as vulgar and ignorant and lacking in integrity as the Parasitic States of America, we have the worst PM the country has ever known, The Right Dishonorable Scumbag A.K.A Boris Johnson is a later day Charon that is ferrying the UK to her economic death with Brexit and the mindless say bah bah bah in unison. Seemingly he holds Churchill in high regard extrapolating from history I doubt Churchill would hold a buffoon such as Johnson that in effect is a caricature of a caricature in high regard. There was a wonderfully dry British Sci-Fi writer that was a gentleman in real life it never went to his head, his name was Douglas Adams in one of his books he conceptualized a machine called a " Total Perspective Vortex" a person was placed in the machine and they saw themselves in relation to the whole universe, it is a shame nobody can put that buffoon Boris Johnson in a Total Perspective Vortex he would emerge with a clarity he has never known and then utter " Oh Fuck I Am An Imbecile" Johnson is SCUM INCARNATE, however what about the people, the sack of shit did not take power with a gun he was elected by the people, that speaks volumes about the ignorance of people, Nye Bevin said it better than I ever could. "How can wealth persuade poverty to use its political freedom to keep wealth in power?, Here lies the whole art of Conservative politics" And a snippet from another one of his quotes that I wholeheartedly agree with " As for as I am concerned the Tory Party are lower than vermin" Nye Bevan was the " father" of the British National Health System once the envy of the world, now it is a basket case due to Tory Scum cutting funding. I am 56 I left the UK at 19 it is not the country I knew any more as a nation it lacks values and integrity, as I said I am the screwed up guy however this screwed up guy knows the world would be a better place if people treated each other the right way. On a personal level I am disgusted with the UK when I sought help in my own country they crapped all over me at best all I found was depraved indifference at worst corrupt scum like Georgia Gould the leader of Camden Council that took money so the council would not house me. Every Member of Parliament turned their back on me every Member of Parliament is vulgar self obsessed scum. The only kindness I found within the Division Bell was a young guy that worked for this vile MP called Tulip Sidique that told me she would help me and she did nothing this young guy gave me 20 pounds The only true descriptor of British Members of Parliament is vile and vulgar self obsessed scum every last one of them their moral disengagement makes me want to puke. To be an effective legislator one needs to feel for cats stuck up trees and whales with gender identity issues and Basket Cases such as I, every last Member of Parliament in the UK is morally and ethically bankrupt dross. We are all products of our past I knew a cat once I named him " Mr Angry" he hates everybody why does " Mr Angry" hate everybody?, what happened to him hatred is a learned response, in France there is a wacko called Le Pen that hates everybody that is not like her namely semi literate white trash. Her father taught her to hate with his semi literate racist rhetoric she would be a different woman if her father was handing out puppies to kids in H.L.M'S during her formative years. Those that turned their back upon me taught me how to hate we are all products of our past. The " medicine" I have sought for years is not in a Merck it used to live in the hearts of the good and just it is called integrity, it is called morality , it is called compassion. All I have wanted all these years is justice and that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen rotting in jail I ache to charge across a field on the back of a horse with Pachelbel's Cannon on my headphones knowing Gracen is suffering in jail the way it made me suffer day in day out for 19 years. I watching a show I do not normally watch as it is about pain and suffering enough real suffering in this world also the producer is an asshole, I noticed when there was a CS or MS of an actress at her desk there was a picture of that Alter Kacker, Ruth Ginsburg that could talk the talk but could not walk the walk, I also noticed a patch of the French Police Nationale. I do not know the actress I do however know she is a fake I contacted her over 10 years ago, I am not talking about idiots like Adler and Meisner that watered down Stanislavski and sold snake oil Method Acting is a crock good acting is intuitive. However I had hoped she would have understood the lines she had to learn to a certain extent. Watching this made me think about the NYPD in real life, we need 2 technical words to describe the NYPD "FUCKING VILE", I looked to them for justice and I was advised by the NYPD to find a high building and jump from it.In France there is a division of the Police Nationale that have a bad reputation the C.R.S, however a man with the C.R.S risked his life to save my life in 98 or 99.Lets rewrite that phonic tick, God Bless America, God Fuck America works better. The current DA Manhattan is toxic a man out of his depth that used his Fathers name to be elected, his Father was Carter's Yes Man. Cyrus Vance practices selective prosecution with political overtones he has his eye on the Governors Office in Albany and is using the DA'S office as a stepping stone Cyrus Vance makes a mockery out of the law, if he had done the right thing years ago Gracen would be in jail and I would be in CH working on healing.213'S must be filled within 6 years, 460's are a Class A and the statute does not apply maybe using a 460 is like taking a cannon to a fly however it would work. As for the NYPD they make my skin crawl, however I once had a friend that was ex NYPD he was a gentle soul however he growled at idiots and dodged bullets to aid abused women, many years ago he told me only 10 to 15 percent of rapes are ever reported, I do not know if he meant NYC or nationally from the U.C.R from the thugs in the J Edgar I Am A Little Tea Pot Building. I have no resources and yet I managed to find 13 women that Clinton has raped, logic suggests there will be more this is the cracker nobody will stand up to. However if this broke mindless fucks like Cobweb Clooney A.K.A Pyrgopolynices would be doing advanced hand wringing along the lines of if only we had known just as they did re Harvey Weinstein. Everybody from the ghost of Cecil B's cat knew about Weinstein nobody said anything, where was that mindless fuck George Clooney the alleged activist he never opened his mouth I guess his cape was at the cleaners. What kind of world do we live in when not a single journalist has the backbone to call Clooney what he is a toxic fake , as for his wife another toxic fake an alleged human rights lawyer she would not know Human Rights is Human Rights had a 16 inch dick and fucked her such women were 10 a penny in the 80's and 90's in Annabel's a London nightclub. If they were to breed I cannot help but wonder if she would give birth to a toxic brat or a crappy overpriced coffee machine that appeals to 30 something terminally confused Vanity Fair readers, I mean Townsend's Drivel not Thackeray. He should be ashamed of himself for using his position within the public eye to talk shit on behalf of Corp Scum rather than help people Children in 3rd world hell holes do not have scumbags like Cobweb Clooney and Maurice Levy to shine a light upon their plight. Standing up for what is right just and noble, another example from the British Stage The Old Vic a wonderful old theatre that sack of shit Kevin Spacey wanted all the chicken's to suck his dick, he could have gone to the Vauxhall Tavern rather than abusing people again everybody knew he was a sleaze nobody did anything. There is a vile Editor in the UK called Alistair Smith the man is toxic I have personally had dealings with him however forgetting that, he is the Editor of the Stage a British Weekly newspaper for the performing arts, he like everybody else knew what Spacey was and did nothing just as I am sure the Lord Chancellor's Office knew what he was when they threw Letters Patent at him and awarded him an arcane honorific title that are handed to the establishments sycophants, they gave him a K.B.E. I would not want to live in the UK even if that German Hag gave me Windsor Castle, all the corruption I dealt with re Camden Council they have always been the Village Idiot of local authorities and they are very Heath Robinson, however this goes beyond that, this is about corruption and a toxic corrupt Council Leader a Georgia Gould that should be in jail for fraud. Years ago I went back to my own country looking for help hoping to be housed, alas I am not Camden's demographic at the best of times Camden could not care less about about a white British heterosexual male, however if I was a one armed lesbian from a 3rd world hell hole they would no doubt break out the tofu and burst into song with kumbaya 16 to the bar and all the female members of the council would no doubt be standing in line to eat my pussy. I am so disgusted with the corruption at Camden Council, Georgia Gould, Jenny Headlam-Wells and Sarah Hayward should be in jail for fraud, their corruption could cost a homeless person their life, it could be the straw that broke the camels back. Sarah Hayward that was the leader of the council is not very bright she could not even get into a " real" university, however right and wrong is not about intellect, right and wrong is a quality that lives in the hearts of the good and just. I have emails from staff at Camden Council telling me she is a mean drunk that would verbally rip staff apart, even that speaks to Camden's ignorance why were they telling me they should be telling somebody that can do something about it rather than a homeless wretch. Maybe they did however rather than the vulgar drunk being exposed she was given a golden handshake and Jobs For The Boys a 120k a year at Croydon Council to lurk in a nice warm office talk shit and play with Post It Notes, nice work if you can get it. As for Georgia Gould she is the personification of fake left, champagne socialist, limo liberal, gauche caviar, pick a term the woman is no towering intellect and spends her life engaged in verbal masturbation.I gave Gould the chance to attempt to redeem herself and Camden and she set a 12 year old lawyer on me that speaks to her ignorance, she should be in jail for fraud however in effect Cressida Dick the Commissioner of the London Police gave her a " Get Out Of Jail Free Card" as Gould's mother is a " pretend" Baroness. Gail Rebuck Gould's mother is a living Becky Sharp A.K.A Lady Crawley that fucked everybody in publishing in London apart from Samuel Pepys, Gould's rather wanted a little rough and sired the abomination. Cressida Dick is out of her depth she is a politically motivated appointment by a vile British PM to court the female Daily Mail vote the Daily Mail is an awful British newspaper who's target demographic is the semi literate. There is a man that is no longer with us due to Cressida Dick's incompetence a Brazilian electrician that in effect she gunned down a case of mistaken identity if you or I did that under British law we would have been charged with manslaughter. I see at the moment Cressida Dick is engaged in verbal masturbation " Women In Policing" if she was engaged with Brazilians in policing alas Jean-Charles de Menezes could not attend as in effect Cressida Dick gunned him down and death tends to make attending such functions a tad problematic. Cressida Dick is a disgusting woman that has the moral faculty of Heinrich Himmler. Her moral disengagement speaks to the societal decline in the UK, the British Bobby that cared that was a friend to everybody and their dog has long gone, I have a few emails from cops in London telling me she is an idiot that is out of her depth, however not a single cop will put their name to the email.Cressida Dick is a vile amoral woman that makes a mockery out of the law also if she had any integrity she would have resigned and spend her life trying to make things right with the family of the man she " murdered" Nobody did the right thing about Camden Council's corruption their is a buffoon on Camden Council a Lorna Russell that was formulaically polite however the woman was utterly lacking in substance she is not a latter day Sophie Scholl, Lepa Radic or Nicole Minet, however I am sure Councillor Lorna Russell knows a lot about tofu and also knows the words to Kumbaya however alas her heart is sadly lacking in substance and learning in another time and place Lorna Russell would have knitted a Mr Goldstein a jumper for the long trip to Auschwitz and then regaled fellow buffoons with her deeds on Twitter the Delphic Oracle favored by the mindless. Back in the Olden Days when I was a journalist " Amateur Hour" journalism used to get to me when the crayon twirling chimps used demonstrative pronouns " Those" as in " Those People" targeting a group of people normally ethnic taring everybody from a group of people with the same brush, however when referring to Camden Council THOSE PEOPLE works well and THOSE PEOPLE are FUCKING VILE. I was also contacted by a Political Lesbian some time ago about Georgia Gould's corruption she is no Susan Sontag a vile woman called Julie Bindle, the woman looks as if she could get the best of Mike Tyson in a fist fight and reminded me of Millie Tant from Viz a British comic. Utterly lacking in substance she did not contact me to do anything about Georgia Gould's corruption she contacted me as she was curious, an utterly toxic woman this is the world we live in. As I said I am not suicidal however if I die soon some fucker feel some guilt and shame and remember in effect you were a member of a firing squad that gunned me down by turning your back rather than saying how can I help. Feel some guilt and shame, Georgia Gould, Jenny Headlam-Wells and Sarah Hayward should be sitting in a jail cell in Holloway. To quote the most maligned man in theatre in truth Antonio and Portia were the scumbags in that piece under British Law Portia could have been sentenced to 14 years in jail for Perverting The Course Of Justice, mmmm perverting the course of justice Cressida Dick's bailiwick as she gave Georgia Gould a " Get Out Of Jail Free Card" .met As Shylock said " Prick Us Do We Not Bleed" surely that applies to Jew, Goy, Little Green Man From Mars, Georgia Gould did not prick me, Georgia Gould and Camden Council spiritually exsanguinated me. Normally I would avoid the Gould's, Haywood's and Headlam-Wells of this world like the plague, however I could not avoid them when I was on the streets of London when they not only failed to perform their statutory duty and house me they engaged in fraud. If I die soon I can only hope somebody feels some guilt and shame and brings the toxic troika to justice and then Holloway.Their corruption could cost a homeless person their life. The homeless in London have nobody there is not a single homeless NGO in London that is fit for purpose there are even parasites like Polly Neate that dine out on the suffering of the homeless, she runs a pissant NGO called Shelter that does nothing to help the homeless they pontificate ad nauseam their banal verbal masturbation does not help the homeless. Polly Neate in effect takes food out of the mouths of the homeless as she takes a salary on 160k GBP to engage in verbal masturbation, I am the screwed up guy however I could not take food out of the mouths of the homeless like Polly Neate does. The well meaning inept donate to Shelter thinking they are helping the homeless when in effect they are giving 160K a year to a scumbag called Polly Neate, nobody in their right mind should give anything to any homeless charity in London not one of them is fit for purpose, they should give direct to the homeless. Another parasite is John Bird, after the reforms in the Lords it seems they have implemented some kind of Fenian Affirmative Action, Baron Bird, Bejaysus excuse me whilst I vomit, John Bird is a parasite. He is like a pimp, he puts out a paper for the homeless drivel called The Big Issue it lacks substance the homeless do not write for his rag, he has chimps with Daily Mail sensibilities twirling crayons for his rag to have any validity the homeless should be writing for it complete with spelling mistakes and grammatical errors it would be real a Joycean stream of consciousness, it would speak to the Hogarthian hell the homeless are forced to endure. The Homeless bought John Bird a house in NW3 one of the most expensive areas of London, that was nice of them. John Bird is like a pimp as he has homeless wretches lurking on street corners selling his rag he says he is helping the homeless by allowing them to keep a percentage from newspaper sales, a pimp would say the same as he " Allows" a poor lady on her back to keep a percentage. John Bird is the scum of the earth taking from those with nothing. Another one in Centrepoint as a kid they were wonderful a homeless shelter, I was not really homeless more like camping I had an adoptive mother in N6 and an adoptive father in a hick town in Cumbria. Now Centrepoint is ran by a scumbag called Seyi Obakin another FUCKING PARASITE, he takes a salary of 150k a year, he also has an arcane honorific title that means in the metaphoric sense he sucked the Establishments cock, the same Establishment that told the homeless to fuck off and die on the streets like Hogarthiann Wretches. He also is smiling for a photo op with Prince Parasite or Prince Virus, the British Royal Family are parasites that are not ever British but German. How many homeless people could they fit into Buckingham Palace?, give the German hag a nice 2 bedroom on the Heygate Estate. I am so utterly utterly burned out with a cruelty and depravity that even Kafka could not have penned, all these years all I have wanted to do is go somewhere where I will be treated like a human being and try and finish my book. My own country crapped all over me, France crapped all over me. I read a few months ago that their is a man that France welcomed as a refugee , they gave him his R.S.A (WELFARE) and a H.L.M (Projects/Council House) and he thanked France by murdering a teacher, I did not murder a teacher however I did not get my R.S.A. I thought surely in these strange times Oliver Veran the Minister in charge of R.S.A would pay me what I am owed I am still waiting for Veran to have a moral epiphany however he never will the man is amoral in another time and place he would have been a Vichy functionary that would have dispatched Paris's Jewry to the Vel d'Hiv and Macron has the moral faculty of Pierre Laval, France owes me I cannot even get my R.S.A and that is not even touching on punitive damages that France owes me. Clinton pulled strings in the Elysee so I did not get my R.S.A. I would love to crap on Macron's pillow and leave a Post It note on his headboard " Nique Ta Mere " Macron clearly has issues with gerontophilia however a harmless paraphilia if it involves 2 consenting adults it does not affect moral faculty. Macron is not only morally bankrupt he is a mindless dullard a latter day M.Jourdain. There are a lot of grim H.L.M'S around Paris however I had a friend once that lived in one that was okay in the 13eme, gallows humor slumming it in the 13eme is better than crying myself to sleep under bridges. They were diametrically opposed politically I refer to Mitterrand and De Gaulle , however they were men of honor and integrity some called de Gaulle names " Politics Of Grandeur" far from it he stood up for his country he stood up for his people. They were gentleman they were men of substance, I noticed a picture last year where the Wacko-In-Chief Trump was leading Macron around by the hand and Macron was following like a good little puppy. I expect De Gaulle and Mitterrand would have been in tears if they were still alive at Macron's servile deportment. I loved France once Paris was my spiritual home, I would have been a friend to France until the day I died that was before France abused and violated me, as they abused and violated me they welcomed a man with open arms and he thanked France by murdering a teacher. The whole world has been dumbed down by the Parasitic States of America, France even has their own version of Fox News it is called C News, it is fucking awful anybody involved with C News should be utterly ashamed of themselves. All I have wanted to do all these years is go somewhere where I will be treated like a human being, what disgusts me the most is how my own country the UK treated me. After all the corruption I dealt with at Camden Council I went to a town that is the ARSEHOLE of the UK, Barrow in Furness you will fiind Barrow in Furness on the map next to the words " Hic Sunt Imbecillus" An American writer Bill Bryson sums up Barrow-In-Furness however the yokels are on the defensive rather than addressing his points. I thought to myself a roof over my head in a town that is the asshole of the UK and populated by vulgar knuckle dragging neanderthal's is better than the streets of London and dealing with corrupt scum like Georgia Gould in Camden. when I was a kid after my adoptive parents divorced my adoptive father bought a cafe in Cumbria, he took his redundancy payment from Thorn a British company thinking Ye Olde Cafe, however he miscalculated by 10 to 20 miles Jemima Puddle-Duck did not live next door knuckle dragging neanderthal's lived next door. Everybody and their dog is in London a person could learn things from people from different parts of the world, however Cumbria for the most part Cumbria only has one ethnic group knuckle dragging neanderthal's that grunt at each other. I remember as a teenager after N6 everything seemed so slow in Cumbria, I wanted to get behind people and push or write to a scumbag called Willie Whitelaw the Home Sec and ask him to legalize cocaine for them. Talking of Home Sec's in the UK the worst Home Sec the country has ever had, a vile and vulgar woman called Patel the UK'S very own Stella Kubler, a foreigner that wants no more foreigners something so FUCKING INSIPID about ethnic Tories in effect they are saying FUCK YOU to their own people.If I had a magic want I would like to deport Patel, let her scratch in the dirt, Patel's ignorance and depravity speaks to the world we live in. I read a quote somewhere that as a child she admired Thatcher, I am not going to start going on about Thatcher, however Thatcher was OT style evil, an ethnic kid admiring Thatcher. To quote Fat Freddy's Cat " Gee Martha, That kids not playing with a full deck" Patel is SCUM I wanted to burst into tears as I got off that train in Barrow-In-Furness, I have been all over this world and done many things and I found myself broke in a toxic town that is populated by knuckle dragging neanderthals, I craved civilized people after my Hogarthian hell. There was a Councillor waiting for me at the station I felt we would be friends when we were old and gray until he displayed his moral bankruptcy on my other website I said I would not call him names by name as he is a coward and he cannot help that just as I cannot help being a basket case. I have been waiting for an apology from him for many years I would not accept that apology his actions cannot be forgiven, in the metaphoric sense he hid under his bed as soon as he heard the name Clinton. This man now makes my skin crawl I will not call him names by name his young daughter and wife did nothing wrong and do not deserve that, I am a man of peace I do not want to make him bleed however if he was bleeding to death before me I would sit on a box of Celox and watch him bleed to death and chuckle just as he watched me bleed to death in the spiritual sense from under his bed. A homeless person could take their own life when a SCUMBAG like this man his under his bed as he turned his back after hearing the name Clinton. This Councillor took me to a place owned by a slumlord a Cumbrian Peter Rachman a disgusting slumlord that takes from those with nothing, he would even sell duty free tobacco that cost him 5.50 a pouch to his tenants for 11 and 10 pound dime bags of weed for 15 pounds and he even had a Scottish drunk a gentle soul that lost it after his wife died doing heavy laboring work for 3 pounds an hour, he knew he could get away with it as the Scottish guy needed drink. Nobody cared about the slumlord the local Councillors were busy grunting at each other and sharing their musings about the bar maids anatomy with each other. Cumbria's Vilest, the cops do not care they are not going around breaking heads they just do not care they go through the motions. When I think of what that slumlord does to people it makes my skin crawl, his greed could cost lives somebody must have dimed him out to the fire department as they were coming to inspect the place the next day, I will never forget what he said to me as it is UTTERLY FUCKING DISGUSTING He asked me if I could fix the fire alarm, it was hot I did not want to crawl around the loft playing with pyro for a scumbag, I confused him on purpose and said look it is a fire alarm you need the experts I can however explain Maxwell's Law to you and how a phantom earth could help. However then he said to me I do not want you to fix it that costs money I just want you to make the lights go off on the display panel that shows Zone Faults so the fire department do not see it. UTTERLY FUCKING DEPRAVED it was an old building and he had a lot of accelerants in the basement some that burn very hot , that building would have gone up like a tinder box and 8 people could have died including myself, nobody cared. The cops could not care less, the council could not care less, there is a new political office in the UK called a Police and Crime Commissioner it goes without saying the one in Cumbria is an imbecile that identifies as a Tory and Christian, one cannot be both they are diametrically opposed ideologies, the central tenant of Tories is one of greed that guy that never existed of was the worlds first grifter with Daddy is God, well extrapolating from the Gospels Christ was a socialist. Peter McCall the Police and Crime Commissioner does not have a clue neither does Fido the Chief Constable, however what is sad is they lack the introspection to realize they do not have a clue, the Dunning-Kruger Effect can be forgiven providing it does not cost lives their ignorance could cost lives. Everything they do is an exercise in systemic banality and ineptitude, it is the blind leading the blind, it is the blind leading the partially sighted, it is the blind leading the lost and confused. They do not have a clue they author mindless drivel on Twitter and point people in pain towards pissant NGO'S staffed by neanderthals that tick boxes, people need more than these inept imbeciles. They do not even take the weekend off from verbal masturbation on Twitter pointing people towards a pissant NGO called Stop It Now, Stop It Now does not do anything it is part of an American Foundation that is ran by a scumbag on 400K a year from leafy CT. The Chimps at Stop It Now should be ashamed of themselves doing nothing but engage in verbal masturbation, I was once told by their office in the NL there is nothing they can do about the sexual abuse of a boy aged between 6 and 8 by a hotel owner in Noordwijk Stop It Now are a 400K A year after all you do not get a lot for a few mil these days in Greenwich CT and the cops point people towards these idiots that do nothing but engage in verbal masturbation and are utterly lacking in substance, people in pain need love, warmth and understanding not semi literate box ticking neanderthals. I see some yokel sergeant engaged in verbal masturbation on twitter about domestic violence, it it was not so sad it would be funny if I had a magic wand I would like to transfer her to the 44th precinct with the NYPD that would be a reality check for the yokel I would hate to be an abused woman in Cumbria they have nobody all they have is a legion of inept box ticking imbeciles that have the emotional faculty of a bag of rocks. I knew a girl there as a teenager she was ever so sweet after a bottle of cider she would say " My tits are broken one is bigger than the other, feel" now she hates everybody she spent her life being punched out by neanderthals. She has a daughter late 20's I would guess , the cops nailed her to the wall rather than help her re a prank that got out of hand some guy thought he was having a 3 way and they played a joke on him, not very nice what happened however in truth a stupid prank rather than criminal. I expect she will end up like her mother and will end up hating everybody after she spent her life being punched out by neanderthals, If I could I would like to dispatch Sir Galahad to invite her to dinner. I can use that toxic town Barrow-In-Furness to demonstrate there is no hope for this world I think of that FUCKING TOXIC Councillor that met me at the station. As soon as I got my welfare payment I bought him a bottle of Moet as a thanks, I would have bought him a bottle of Dom albeit it N.V if I could have found it, however it took 3 supermarkets to find the Moet the local tipple is 17 pints of bitter please. To understand where I am coming from you would have to understand the history of the Labour Party in the UK , a party that is morally and spiritually dead now it was murdered by Bush's lapdog Tony Blair a disgusting man that should have been in the dock at the I.C.C and then Charles Taylor's cell mate, now the party is lead by a scumbag with a K, excuse me whilst I vomit no real Labour man would accept a K . Barrow-In-Furness is the ARSEHOLE of the UK to fix the town one would need the Enola Gay, Cobalt 60 and Leo Szilard's phone number, a toxic town. However if I could over simplify their forebears fought Robber Barron Tories so the neanderthals could have inside plumbing and their vile spawn sells them out to a mindless Daily Mail Tory called Simon Fell. They elected a mindless dullard Simon Fell as their MP, given the history of that town and given the history of the Labour Movement in a nutshell the neanderthals electing a Tory demonstrates there is no hope for this world, their forebears will be spinning in their graves. Boys From The Blackstuff, The real George Malones's of this world that fought Robber Barron Tories so neanderthals in Barrow-In-Furness could have inside plumbing will be spinning in their graves that they elect a mindless semi literate dullard like Simon Fell. The largest employer in the town is a vile company called B.A.E Systems, their business is murder they make machines to murder people, a lot of the yokels in the town are good little chimps that weld lumps of metal together, little cogs in machines that kill and main the yokels lack the introspection to ask themselves is being a little cog in a killing machine ethical and just. They elected a mindless dullard called Simon Fell as they feel that Tory Scum will keep them in I Phones and large screen TV'S , just sad. Fell is utterly vile, he says we need nukes to defend ourselves, alas not an educated man a knuckle dragging neanderthal, we have nothing to worry about with any State Actor dropping a nuke in this day and age we should be worrying about a wacko building a dirty bomb. Fell states we need nukes to protect ourselves a mindless specious argument one that is used across the UK by kids carrying knives. There is truly no hope for this world I just looked it up the C.E.O of BA.E systems is on 750k a year he has a real PhD from a real Uni and a Mickey Mouse Degree from a Mickey Mouse Uni. He is not using his PhD to help people, he is not working on cold fusion, he is not working on superconductivity Charles Woodburn is working on murdering people and earns 750k a year for his trouble. He is working on more efficient ways to murder people, if he has a young daughter and that young child said " Dad, What do you do?" if Charles Woodburn was honest what could he say but " I murder people" I would like to rewrite Ralph Mc Tell " Let Me Take You By The Hand And Lead You Through The Streets Of Sarajevo" that would be a reality check for that mindless fuck Simon Fell. I treated all the yokels in Barrow-in-Furness the right way and that toxic town shit all over me, 5 months sitting in a small room owned by a toxic slumlord looking at the walls. Nobody cared I came across one Fireman that said he would help Danny that was the Scottish drunk that the slumlord was screwing over, I can only hope he is better at putting fires out than he is at helping people I expect he had a drink or 2 inside him and was felling happy, he never followed up and helped Danny, also he has some kind of problems in Cumbria also as he took a demotion to go from one grim place to another grim place. I will not call him toxic however he is ignorant and Hanlon's Razor comes into play again, he is a dumb as a bag of rocks and authors drivel on Twitter, he just does not get it ,however he is happy something I have not known for years, I see he is trying to raise funds for a pissant charity, using Just Giving, Richard Branson takes 4.5 percent of donations, Richard Branson is a parasite. Utterly lacking in substance, I noticed some of his drivel a few months ago " I am not Muslim but I will fast for Ramadan" utter drivel would not sitting under a tree and reading the Koran make more sense a basic understanding of somebody else's belief system rather than their asinine drivel. I wonder what is next " I am not gay however I will stick a bottle of Newcastle Brown up my ass and belt out some show tunes to show my solidarity with the gay community." No common sense, no substance, utter drivel.Also drivel like " We Support Gay Pride" a Gay Fireman would not last 5 mins with the Fire Department in Cumbria and a gay male couple could not get to the end of the street in Cumbria without being punched and a gay female couple could not get a moments peace, they would have knuckle dragging neanderthals telling them they are only gay as they have not slept with them or asking them if they can watch. Barrow-In-Furness as Spock said the one with the ears not the idiot " Its Life Jim But Not As We Know It" As I said earlier I am not suicidal, however I long for death if my life ends soon some fucker feel some guilt and shame and bring together Bill Bryson and Mel Brooks, an old stop frame cartoon not a computer in sight an old Bolex, think Oliver Postgate make Barrow-In-Furness the laughing stock of the planet the same with the cops Cumbria's Vilest they are FUCKING DISGUSTING PEOPLE, they could keep a legion of satirists going in ink for years, today Cumbria's Vilest the cops are talking about " Indecent Images" Shades of R V Penguin I hate to quote from this movie as there was a sack of shit in it, however " Even a brick wants to be something" Also Ayn Rand was a strange puppy however maybe one day Howard Roark could have made a wonderful building people striving to be more than they are, the people in Barrow-in-Furness are not striving for anything, they have turned ignorance and vulgarity into an art form a theologian could use Barrow-in-Furness to postulate the existence of a God it could be postulated that the people were a prototype that God did not quite get it right and he did not have the heart to zap them into nothingness and left them to wallow in their ignorance and vulgarity. Brooks must be older than dirt by now this could be his last hurrah, tell him this, look at idiots today like Cobweb Clooney and Brad The Pitts and even that toxic geriatric on Mullholland that I will not call names by name given his age, however you know who I am talking about. " Fun leydike feser iz der lyarem greser" a last hurrah, exit stage door left with style and grace. Cumbria's Vilest the cops have turned ignorance into an art form, I see some drivel they had on Twitter some guy that states I have A.S.D, if it was not so sad it would be funny and all that would be missing is a parrot that is either dead or pining for the fjords. I have A.S.D, I have a complete set of steak knives in a presentation box, a little cairn terrier called Bobby and the memoirs of Donald Sinden, well I do not however I stole that line to give me a moment to think, mindless fucking yokels doffing their cap to the A.P.A morally bankrupt dross doffing their caps to Big Pharma making up DX's to sell crap, the yokels give this kid a label , FUCKING DISGUSTING, they should throw the D.S.M out of the window. The pathology of autism is complex along the lines of what is real and what is junk science,this is not the time or place, however one constant is that it is over DX'ED in another time and place Henry Goddard would have DX'ED Simon Fell their MP as a clinical imbecile, people need love warmth and understanding not labels, throw the labels out of the window the lost time I was in that toxic town 8 or so years earlier I came across a homeless man in a shelter ran by a woman that does not have a clue, he was akathisic some pissant MD/GP handing out Happy Pills who would take that crap.I noticed something about Cumbria that speaks volumes to their ignorance and also the Dunning-Kruger Effect, the Cumbria Awards for diversity, excuse my while I vomit there is no ethnic diversity, one ethnic group White Knuckle Dragging Neanderthals, it would be funny if it was not so sad a bunch of yokels handing out awards to other yokels, this is how the mindless fucks validate themselves. I thought of something a few weeks ago I was watching some show about somebody that was catatonic and then got all of these powers, there was a SCUMBAG in it this man has no legs surely he must know about pain and suffering it was not even a U5 about 6 words they he coded and died on the street, what is the fucking point in getting out of bed looking at the Call Sheet with is it my turn yet for 6 or so words. This is a man that worked with that ABOMINATION Gracen granted I should have known better from previous experiences and I would not have listened, however a lot of years ago this man was standing in the urinal next to me, he never even opened his mouth and tried to warn me about that ABOMINATION Gracen.This is the world we live in.I want no part of this world all I have wanted all these years is that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen in jail I would carry a 2 x 2 of the Judge that sent Gracen to jail in my wallet for the rest of my life. I accept I am an idiot 2 gold diggers and being drawn to an utterly toxic morally repugnant woman from ID, however I am not depraved like those that turned their back on me, you make my FUCKING SKIN CRAWL. This world is wrong, somebody in Oliver Veran's office tells me he is worried if I ever get this story in the public domain what I will say, I have given up on that after 19 years and frankly the only news story I want to hear is that toxic woman Christiana Amanpour walked on UXO. Surely the answer to that one is simple, if their is a dog that is tied up and you are worried that the dog may bite you if it ever gets loose surely the answer is simple, DO NOT KICK THE FUCKING DOG. I thought surely in these strange times Veran would feel some guilt and shame and pay me what I am owed, not a red cent however he paid a man that murdered a teacher. Excuse the lack of diacritics I am using a QWERTY keyboard and cannot remember ASCII codes for the diacritics. George Brassens Le Siecle ou nous vivons est un siecle pourri. Tout n'est que lachete bassesse, les plus grands assassins vont aux plus grandes messes Et sont des plus grands rois les plus favoris . Homage de l'auteur a ceux qui l 'ont comprais , et merde aux autres. He could be talking about Macron and his Cabinet of the dammed. Even countries countries that used to work well no longer work, take the NL 30 years ago the NL was a wonderful country I lived there, Ik ook praten een betje Nederlands, it was a wonderful country people cared for one another, people helped one another now they care about nothing and their new national pastime is ripping each other off, they do not even care about the sexual abuse of a young Asian boy aged between 6 and 8 by a hotel owner in Noordwijk. In 30 years the NL went from being cute and cuddly to being morally repugnant, I cannot get my head around how that happened. The only honest political party in the NL is P.V.V at least they are honest about being a bunch of semi literate wackos, in the NL Mayors are not real Mayors they are not selected by popular suffrage they are appointed by what is called a Kings Commissioner in turn they are appointed The pathology of child abuse for the most part has 2 constants self loathing unless you are dealing with a sociopath, they confess their crimes to the cops a lot of the time and secondly they escalate is not stopped. Nobody cares in the NL about the sexual abuse of a young boy, if Anne Frank sought help in the NL today most Dutch people could be calling up the Nazi's and saying " I will tell you where Anne Frank is if you give me an I Phone" the NL has become a de facto nation of Dutch speaking American's marching up and down the Kalverstraat Must Consume, Must Consume, Must Consume the days of" Mijn Fiets Terug" are long gone as are the days when they were up and arms over the destruction of the Nieuwemarkt. Must Consume, Must Consume,Must Consume, We Are The Mindless, Must Consume, Must Consume that is the NL today. Canada used to work quite well it could be argued that the mindset is somewhat pedestrian mostly good little chimps that wanted to doff their caps to the British Crown whereas below the 49th a bunch of colonials that wanted to fuck something up all by themselves was it not Emma Lazarus that said something like " Throw Me Your Retards Yearning To Fuck Something Up" On whole Canada was a decent country if it was a person and not a country it would not set the world on fire, P.E.T made one mistake in declaring martial law in Quebec however on the whole the country worked well. Now Canada has a FUCKING TOXIC morally bankrupt little boy infesting 24, Justin Trudeau is the scum of the earth. All the corruption I dealt with in Manitoba, I was almost waiting for Rod Serling to step out from behind a tree and say " Chris has entered the Twilight Zone" I committed no crime in Manitoba, Clinton " Bought" a Judge called Brian Corrin, Nice Country EH. I was watching some old Star Trek Eps, I noticed a scene and I remember watching this years ago and laughing, I never met her asked a friend about her that worked on the production side of Star Trek about her and he said she was unhappily married to a Republican, I assumed she was a Republican and never asked him for an introduction, however back in the Olden Days she was cuter than a box of kittens. Well I was watching this old Ep of Star Trek where she says to another actor, " Would You Like To Copulate" I remember watching that Ep years ago with friends and chuckling I could not have done that scene, I would have started corpsing and then broken the wall and said to the crew " Does Anybody Have 342 Condoms" I was alive once, I enjoyed the majesty of watching birds do bird things, I enjoyed the majesty of watching cats do cat things. I had a happy life before that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen destroyed me.All I needed to start working on healing was kindness and compassion and to go to a country where I will be treated like a human being. I can extrapolate from Star Trek to illustrate there is no hope for this world, I like them all, I cannot watch anything with Patrick Stewart , a talented actor alas not a talented human being a morally repugnant man , also a couple of movies that do not have a " real" director they had a talentless twat called J.J Abrams that I assume was an A.D.A hire. Star Trek is a wonderful allegory to extrapolate from that shows there is no hope for this world. In Voyager the Captain spends a lot of the time engaged in intellectual masturbation and years away from home she would be sulking that she cannot read The Atlantic, masturbatory drivel for those that have never been east of the park or sulking that she could not read Pro Publica, masturbatory drivel for those that have never been above 110th st, I am sure she would also be sulking that she cannot go to The Lincoln Center and listen to idiots like Noam Chomsky, Alan Dershowitz and Lawrence Tribe regale the audience with masturbatory drivel as the self professed arbiters of all things. In one ep the Captain is engaged in heavy duty intellectual masturbation whereas a pilot goes and helps people that live underwater, the pilot's heart just knew there should be something in between codified cowardice in what known as the Prime Directive and Jules Ferry we know best mentality, he did not need to engage in Socratic Masturbation his heart just knew, Socratic Dialogue has its place however it is not needed when ones heart KNOWS . Shame nobody in any quarter in the real world heart knows right from wrong as such a person could only have said one thing to me and that is " How Can I help Chris?." All I wanted in this world was JUSTICE and that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen in jail, let me tell you about yesterday I had an abscess on my gum, I had to I and D it myself with a SIM extraction pin, I am a homeless wretch not a dentist however what the fuck is a person meant to do when they have been denied healthcare. I talked with a few people that said they had their COVID VAX, I do not get one of those either and that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen is spending monies that belonged to my late daughters charity and myself. I had a nice sandwich today however bad indigestion as I only have 2.5 teeth on my upper gum cannot chew food properly,Gracen even took my fucking teeth from me. I noticed today the retied actor on Mullholland is not 83 but 84, I did not ask him to fuck Maggie Smith or invade a country all I asked him to do was call up the chimps at the LA Times or K.T.L.A one fucking phone call is all I asked him for one fucking phone call. Back to Canada, I will try and be concise however it is difficult for me given all the suffering and corruption that Manitoba subjected me to, in a just and ethical world the corrupt Judge that Clinton " bought" Brian Corrin would be tied to a tree and flogged. I committed no crime in Manitoba, it was 1997 I had just moved to Paris from NYC to work on a novel and I was a walking cliche along the lines of one can fuck in Hoboken however in Paris it should be love, I bought into the drivel of a Mennonite Hobby Writer and Gold Digger by the name of Audrey Poetker that dalliance cost me 350 k USD . in theory money can be replaced, my late daughter cannot be replaced. I committed no crime in Canada I was advised by a public defender to plead guilty I would be fined and deported, Rod Brecht the public defender was corrupt, I was NEVER a Citizen of the Parasitic Entity The USA I was a permanent resident, closest civilization to Manitoba in the Drake in Chicago, I never fucking got there Brian Corrin the Judge that sentenced me for a crime I had not committed come down to my cell as I was behind glass that would stop a .50 he said Bill says hello. Gracen got into Clinton's ear and he bought the Judge.There is no fucking point in finishing this, the world is fucked. An 83 year old retired BE Politician wants to shit on me rather than help, that sack of shit from Idaho has no guilt and shame,a 84 year old retired actor in the metaphoric sense has Mr Celluloid Vomit Jerry Bruckheimers dick stuck in his mouth. Last night I received drivel from one of Bob Dickey's chimps in Cumbria, Gannet American Corp Scum own their local newspaper where chimps with crayons masquerade as journalists, not an apology from the chimp more drivel Also drivel from Fido's XO Fido is the Chief Constable in Cumbria, not an apology DRIVEL lacking SUBSTANCE. I would not accept an apology from Fido however if it was offered at least she would be trying. They are TOXIC they are SO FUCKING IGNORANT, I see a ignorant fireman wishing a toxic ignorant cop Happy Retirement , they are FUCKING VILE. I came across a really nice guy that used to be involved with charity, however as soon as he heard the name Clinton he did not want to know.Wonderful Swedish Movie, The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo, she knew what to do with the Clinton's of this world. if I die soon some fucker feel some guilt and shame, I want Gracen in jail, bring down Christiane Amanpour, 2 scumbags from the British Fake Left media Christian Broughton, Kathrine Viner and Cyrus Vance the corrupt Manhattan DA ,Bring down Kurt Banse the corrupt cop with the RCMP and Brian Corrin the corrupt Judge in Manitoba, also bring down a sack of shit called JustIn Welby a toxic hypocrite , he is the Archbishop of Canterbury a FUCKING VILE MAN, CHRISTIANS TOXIC HYPOCRITES. also bring down Pinch at the NYT my blood is all over his hands as is the blood of children in 3rd world hell holes that my late daughters charity would have aided. Does anybody have the backbone to go after Clinton, the man is a rapist as I said above a wonderful Swedish film, The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo, she knew what to do with the Bill Clinton's of this world. lastly somebody talk to A.L.W find out who the child actress was he called personally that was in " School of Rock" on the London stage and cast her, she is my friends granddaughter. To those that showed me kindness I Love You like Brothers and Sisters, sorry we never got to the Danieli , For those that turned their back Ahab said it better " For Hates Sake I Spit My Last Breath At Thee" I am not suicidal however I long for death, if I die soon those that turned their back were in effect members of a firing squad that gunned me down. I have nothing left to say, I am so utterly burned out with cruelty and depravity, I emailed the 84 year old retired actor a few days ago looking for guilt and shame, NOTHING. I asked somebody else to do me a favour it would not have cost him a penny and it would have only taken 1 phone call he has local knowledge, he could not be bothered. I have not known a moments happiness in 19 years due to that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen and the only minor smiles I have had in 19 years is when scumbags like Erik Izraelewicz and George Whitman died. I am so disgusted with the lack of integrity within this world, the one that disgusts me the most is that woman from Idaho I told her everything about Gracen and my late daughter and she would not even give me a FUCKING SANDWICH as I cried myself to sleep on the streets. If I die soon some fucker feel some guilt and shame and see to it that Gracen rots in jail. Think of me on my death bed, my last words " I want that ABOMINATION Elizabeth Gracen to rot in jail" Chris Hepburn UTTERLY FUCKING DISGUSTED OUT OF WORDS, SHAME ON YOU.